ENGAGEMENT, INITIATION, FAILURE

To me, it is a step across the Threshold, a taking-on of a new form of attention to the World: hard to go back upon, hard to rescind. Once taken, nothing can ever be the same. Best done in full knowledge and conscience of what the implications are, and I imagine even better done with a structure and support around one, from others further along on the Path one has chosen.

I had neither luxury: I was alone and unprepared; I did not fully measure the import of what was happening, or the responsibility I was taking on; I had no guides to teach, prepare, and look out for me; I had no Order or Tradition to look to, no fellow travellers to receive me in Ritual and in Communion.

LEABHAR LIATH NA HAIMIDE PART FOUR – ADVENT

[read Part I – The Forge here : https://thehollowbehindthehearthstone.com/leabhar-liath-na-haimide-part-one-the-forge/ ] [read Part II – The Ruins here : https://thehollowbehindthehearthstone.com/leabhar-liath-na-haimide-part-two-the-ruins/ ] [read Part III – The Vow here :https://thehollowbehindthehearthstone.com/leabhar-liath-na-haimide-part-three-the-vow/ ] ADVENT : SOMETHING IS COMING – 1 December 2020 AND SO that was the End of Spring. Bealtaine. And then two Continue Reading

LEABHAR LIATH NA HAIMIDE PART THREE – THE VOW

[read Part I – The Forge here : https://thehollowbehindthehearthstone.com/leabhar-liath-na-haimide-part-one-the-forge/ ] [read Part II – The Ruins here : https://thehollowbehindthehearthstone.com/leabhar-liath-na-haimide-part-two-the-ruins/ ] I MAKE MY VOW – 29 April 2020 SO… it’s two weeks since then, and I have not had a clear sign, but neither have I maybe been open and Continue Reading

LEABHAR LIATH NA HAIMIDE PART TWO – THE RUINS

[read Part I – The Forge here : https://thehollowbehindthehearthstone.com/leabhar-liath-na-haimide-part-one-the-forge/ ] THE ROOM IN THE RUINS – Witching Hour, 29 March 2020 I went there just now. The hairs on my back are still raised, I feel a feverish tingle through my chest, my heart races. Since I came back from Continue Reading

PATRON DEITIES – THE ELDER GODS OF IRELAND, AND HOW TO MEET THEM IN THESE LATER DAYS

The concept of a Patron Deity is more or less a modern one, and suits contemporary Paganism because the relationship tends to be an individual, solitary, private dynamic rather than a community-based public practice. It is not without precedent though. I tend to look to the Medieval Irish culture of Continue Reading